I Am Not a Hacker
by mirrorshades
The media tells you that "hackers" are either unsupervised teenagers who break into computer systems and steal credit card numbers to use at pornographic websites, or scum-of-the-Earth anarchist rebels who write viruses designed to destroy ATM networks and shut down the "evil corporate system."
The truth is that "hacker," as a title, is dead.
The title conveys an eclectic sense of rugged nobility from a bygone era - to call someone a hacker is to call them a true old-school master, an IT professional before there was any such thing as an IT professional. It simply doesn't make sense to refer to anyone as a hacker if they can't remember a time before desktop computers. There is no Internet- era equivalent of "hacker" - or if there is, I can't think of it. The PC Revolution is over, the dotcom bubble has burst. Technology is no longer the final frontier.
All your ideas of who I am are wrong. But I don't suspect you'll care enough to challenge yourself.
I don't wear a white, black, or gray hat. I don't type my sentences using numbers and punctuation marks instead of letters. I won't "teach you to hack," I don't "hack into computers," my goal is not to "hack the planet."
I am many things in many ways. I am young and old; I am male and female; I am Christian, Taoist and Atheist. I am Black, White, and every color in between. I am college educated and a high school dropout. I work in a large corporation, part-time at the mall, and am unemployed. I am everything you can think of, but nothing you can understand.
I do what I do because I love computers. I believe that information is amoral on its own, and that what I do with it is my own decision. "What I do" is whatever I find interesting at the moment; I don't worry about right or wrong, profit or loss, reputation or credibility. There have been countless nights that I have stayed up past 3:00 am working on something that has no inherent value other than the knowledge I gain from doing it. What I do goes beyond interest, beyond hobby, beyond obsession. Can you say the same about anything, anything that you do? If you can't, then you have gone through your life missing something.
I don't care what you think of me or what I do. I don't care what I think of you or what you do. I am not a zealot, bent on converting the world to my way of thinking - if I do something that interests you, I am happy to tell you about it if you ask. If you do something that interests me, I will ask you about it. My goal is to learn, which I will do with you but I can do just as well without you.
Call me a selfish bastard; call me a philosopher; call me a dreamer, an idealist; call me a criminal; call me a geek. Call me whatever you like.
Just don't call me a hacker.